Is what I feel right now. Specially after expecting compassion from someone who is above you. Its all been coming into me now. The negative things I've been hearing about some people from this nation. I used to ignore most of them and choose not to believe. Now I realize that I've been experiencing only the surface of it all. I am yet to face the reality of life here.
Sometimes I wonder, was it really his nature to be insensitive of others needs or did the system changed him to be like this due to all these years oh hearing whines and cries from different people.
Well I have observed this interesting phenomenon to two people until now. I observed that people of position, as they age, becomes less sensitive to your needs and concerns, as if they have not gone through the same situation themselves.
You might say that to avoid disappointment from these people, you must lower your expectations of them, well now I think that is a good point. But we are just humans and we do fall into the same trap because we always have this tendency to think that people promoted to such high positions are better than us in many aspects not only through talents but also through character. But I guess now this idea in my head is all but fantasy and far from being a reality.
So now I learned a very important lesson that "do not judge the book by its cover" the outer appearance does not tell you who the real person is until you talked to them, until you need something from them.
