collection of thoughts

inspired by the book: Core concepts in supramolecular chemistry and nanochemistry by Steed, Turner and

-often nature is described as a well concerted orchestra in which its elements are interdependent with one another this is from what i read about binding of substrates in enzymes found in biological systems behaving cooperatively between each set of bond created between the substrate and enzyme (host).
-there are more than one way in which you can describe a situation sometimes the way you describe a situation is not the way a person is used to imagine and hence understand it and it is not uncanny that scenarios like this becomes a source of misunderstanding or miscommunication

new found hobby

its been quite sometime since i blog again although i have been having ideas on what to write some sort of work have keeping me from accomplishing that i said "some sort" of work because until now i have not achieved what i have been planning to do. well it is not that long ago since i plan some things but someone inside me is telling me to be proactive and to "just do it". this morning i woke up at 6 am which is very unusual for me since i usually wake up around 8-9 am in the morning. to my surprise, my husband, motivated by the on going european football league, also started to wake up after 30 min. the league, which he saw online had finished shortly after that. so we then proceeded to our morning routine before he goes to work.


me, being alone in the house gives me complete flexibility on what i do. well i do always want to be productive at home that means besides chores i can spend some time planning some small business, learning how to invest wisely and finding a job. but laziness creeps in and if i do not pull myself up from the bed i will just regret so by now i think i should be in a constant battle of being discipline and consistent until i get used to it.

when lunch time arrived i went to homeplus to buy some plants for my new found hobby well it started when i saw some nice indoor pants on sale in the market. i initially bought an oregano plant so now i thought that it will look nice if i can add two more small plants with it so i bought rosemary and a plant with small yellow flowers i told myself i will check the name once i reach home.



while i was in homeplus i ate in my favorite sushi bar that sells sushi for 1,900 won per plate. i really enjoy the conveyor holding the plates of sushi that rotates in front of you where you can choose the sushi that you like to eat. i have been going to that place around five times now and until now i can only eat 90% of the selection. i usually enjoy the sushi with eel on top of it or the sushi with cooked prawn on top and of course tempura however the rest are still unappealing to me specially the once with raw white fish on top. it maybe because i am afraid that one of those is from a blow fish which i heard if not prepared well may be poisonous. the most that i can try is the raw salmon sushi which i really like.

discovery

lack of focus, i think is one of the biggest weakness i have i know that i can do stuff and i know that i can be successful in anything i put my mind into however it is my easily swayed thoughts that hinders me from achieving greater feats in life. i know if that old to sound hopeless in fact i feel lucky to know that the sooner i get to know myself more and the sooner i do something about it the sooner i can reach my goals in life. ambition...anyone has it it just varies how high or low it could be in a person, many times i struggle maybe because maybe im contented with my life or maybe because of my upbringing but i know that it struck me once in a while but more and more recently. the effect...procastination, i think most people know what they want to do or need to do and thoughts of it lingers their minds but the true test of a person is having self-discipline or just doing it. for some people its out of passion, for some it's out of duty while for some plain idiosyncrasy. how great will it be if i go to do things out of passion like adam khoo. he is young, rich and talented i dont know if his happy but i think he is. im sure there are lots of other people out there who maybe living each day of their lives out of passion whether they are graduate students, teachers, workers or business man. in one way or another we can get there. now im running out of things to say but im sure in a few hours some new stuff will pop out from my mind.